i think i really have to stop playing. soon. and think about what i wanna do with my life.
SIANNNNNNN.
suddenly thought of something my colleague said.
"ni du dao zhe yang duo shu zuo shen me?"
nono don't get me wrong. i'm not giving up on myself or anything. and i'm definitely not implying that studying is bad.
but sometimes i feel that the most important thing is being happy with what you're doing lor.
idk, maybe i'm one who's easily contented. :Z
anyway i'm really confused right now. experiencing a wave of emotions but i find it really hard to pen it here right now. shall find another outlet to vent my frustrations.

yes, that day is finally coming. after schooling for almost 12 years of my entire life, it all boils down to tomorrow.
at first everything just seems so far away, but then as i get busy with work time suddenly sped up. and whoosh. tmr's a level results day.
to be honest, i don't really have thaaat high expectations of myself la, like getting a perfect score and everything. cos i lost whatever confidence i have left after econs ppr 2. ohwell. i just hope everything turns out fine tmr and i do good enough to enter the course that i want.
btt e trial test tmr too, early in the morning. what a choreeee manzzz. okay, shall get my ass off the chair and go to work now!

work's been tiring, but fun nonetheless.
some customers really brighten up your day hahaha.
there was a particular room of guys, around secondary school age? they asked me to help them take a group pic with their iphone and offered me a slice of chocolate cake. then i was like no i can't take your cake and they thought i rejected it cos i was afraid of putting on weight! hahahah wthell lahhh.
and another customer bumped into me and i think she was so apologetic she said sorry to me like 12 times? hahahaha so cute. i like nice customers who appreciate your service and are understanding when sometimes you are unable to attend to their requests promptly.
on the other hand i do meet customers who are damn irritating and unreasonable too HAHAHA. super anal. room smelly, tv too small, room too small, location of room too exposed, room too bright cos of the curtains, slow service and whatnot. seriously. you pay only THAT MUCH of service charge. if you think we are unable to meet your top-notch expectations, just go somewhere else to sing LAH. we're not forcing you HAHA.

the customer is (NOT) always right!